Try some talk therapy. If you truly believe that you attract drama, then maybe it would help to figure out why that is. I would suggest that you find a job that might fit better while continuing to pursue your film making career. Lots of people, even myself had to work a 9-5 while also pursuing a side hustle. Believe me, over time, (and it does take time), the side hustle will become your main hustle if you stick to it. HUGS to you and Papi!
Try some talk therapy. If you truly believe that you attract drama, then maybe it would help to figure out why that is. I would suggest that you find a job that might fit better while continuing to pursue your film making career. Lots of people, even myself had to work a 9-5 while also pursuing a side hustle. Believe me, over time, (and it does take time), the side hustle will become your main hustle if you stick to it. HUGS to you and Papi!